Exciting Moment...

So, i have been a absolute stress case lately. One of the contributing factors is a scholarship i applied for. It is a health occupation scholarship to UVU, it is offered by the Eagles. The Eagles is a local organization that does a lot of charity things. So, i applied and heard back that i would be called to have an interview. Well, then i heard a rumor that there were only 4 people that applied so i was excited. But...i soon found out those other 3 people are my really good, good friends. How AWKWARD. I totally thought i had "lost" because these other friends of mine won HOSA (health occupational students of America) club state competition and went to national competition two years in a row and they are VERY smart girls with a lot more healthcare experience than i have. So i went to my interview and thought it went pretty good. But still didnt think i had it. Keep in mind this has been going on all this month...so i have been walking on eggshells. But today the Eagles called me and told me i "won". YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That helps me so much with paying for college! But .. .. .. i think i have survivers guilt. I feel awful for my friends. I know they really dont care at all but i wanted them to have it! Luckily we are all such good buddies we dont even treat it as an awkward situation. Anyway, i am very happy that i got the scholarship, now i go to their banquet this saturday and receive the scholarship. Anyway, thank you to everyone who helped me with it. There were a few people who wrote me letters of recommendation and said a lot of nice things about me...THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!!! Also, a HUGE THANKS to just the people who have been putting up with me through this stressful month. So busy with graduation. But dont worry, i decided i will do my best at everything i have going on and just ENJOY life! (By the way, the picture below is random and was taken recently...it is very embarrassing but it fits my life quite well the past few weeks-stressful but yet so silly and fun! Dont make fun of me...its not glamorous, i know!!)